Through Eyes Of Angels

 

Through The Eyes of Angels 👼                                                     

Our world has taken a huge hit!  Its effects have reached every mortal soul on Earth.  Some have not survived, others are fighting its battles and it seems more and more each day this toxic plague shows its ugly head in another corner of the globe.  

This plague is better known as the Coronavirus or Covid-19.  When it strikes its victims it mutates into many different forms by attacking the weakest parts of the human body.  So far children under the age of  10-14 are less likely to become infected.  However babies as young as two years old can also contract the disease some of which are called carriers and they can easily infect others without showing symptoms.  

Doctors at Children’s Hospital’s in the U.S. and the U.K. noted a condition called (MIS-C.) Multisystem  Inflamatory  Syndrome.  The symptoms are milder however this happening with children bares watching.

Since March 1st many children have experienced both their parents being home.  Many parents were learning new ways to work out of their home.  This has been especially favorable for children allowing them lots of undivided attention, security and affection.  

Lockdown conditions worldwide lasted for several months and the children got used to this favorable way of life.  So much so that they loved the whole concept of being a family together all the time.  Children began helping around the home doing domestic chores and becoming more well behaved.  Unconditional love was being shared on a consistent daily basis and the children knew something was different.  Older children were told about the seriousness of the pandemic however the babies knew by instinct their was a whole lot of love around them.  

I have a daughter who resides in Madrid, Spain.  Since the pandemic WhatsApp has been our only source of communication.  My daughter has two boys.  One little man just turned two and the other is a newborn, born on July 29th during the height of Covid.

As a grandmother I’ve watch my grandson attend daycare at five months old at a private school where my daughter teaches. Within just three moths he contacted bronchitis and was sick with it long term, finally my daughter had to stay home and take an early maternity leave so he could heal properly and recuperate.  

I have watched the difference between him being a product of daycare at an early age versus staying home with both parents.  He hasn’t gotten sick since.  I also observed them both working together through this lockdown organized, systematic and happy cooking, cleaning, and one designated buyer for food.  I also observed my oldest grandson behaving well when his father was home.  

Life and family living went back in time and there was a substantial difference.  When a pandemic of this nature hits masses of people they are forced to make changes leading to necessary life reviews.  A reassessment and revelation takes place and usually for the better.  The old fashion ways of upbringing were being practiced so much so that the parents didn’t even understand this altered way of life.  Some parents actually sought counseling more then the children due to the loss of their jobs and income. 

These children as little as six were advising people that were not wearing masks to wear masks, the smaller toddlers were aware of painted lines on the roadways and sidewalks as to whether it was safe to walk over the line or stop.  Their keen observance and inner instincts caused them to be vigilant, aware and cautious of their actions as it could mean danger.  They intuitively knew by covering their nose and mouth wearing a mask meant protection.  Seeing their loved ones continue to wear masks meant it was needed and a new way of life.  As resilient as children are they somehow knew things around them were different.

This pandemic will have a profound affect on all children, adolescents, and young people of this generation.  Some of their experiences have been traumatic and without the power of reason imprinted in their subconscious.   The outcome and results of this pandemic may not surface right away in some of these children especially if it was trauma related.  The way in which parents and teachers handle this crisis makes all the difference in the world.  If they handle it practically with ease and intelligence the children will in not be afraid and accept the circumstances.  However, if it becomes a big deal and they are adamant, angry, disagreeable, obstinate and impatient this will rub off on the children in a negative way.  Children and adolescents are watching their parents and all adults closely observing how they are handling this pandemic as actions speak louder than words.  May they not suffer in any way because of how we handle handle this pandemic crisis.

In Madrid and other European countries I had the rare pleasure of watching people precisely at 8:00 pm open their windows and clap and sing phrases.  I watched my grandson get so excited with joy watching and clapping as this ritual lasted for ninety days straight.  As horrible as it was and still is, children have a wonderful way of making everything seem happy and bright.  

The perspective from the eyes of a child is magical.  We should pause and learn from them - they are little angels put on Earth to teach us.  Their little souls are pure at heart and the wisdom of the ages speaks within their eyes...👼

Meant to Be

There is a story I have to tell, however, it had to be told at a specific time during this election and that time is now.

In the Spring or 2008 when President Obama was campaigning for President I went to one of his rallies in Nashua, New Hampshire.  The day was dreary and it looked as if it would pour any minute however it did not.  There was excitement in the air and there were people of all ages creed and color from many parts of New Hampshire as well as Massachusetts.  I was totally inspired by the whole experience and felt there was something very unique and special about this tall stately black American man.  He spoke eloquently to the people who gathered around to see him, watch him and if possible touch him.  I was utterly amazed by what I saw and when he spoke you could hear a pin drop.

When I arrived home I wanted to do further research on President Obama, his wife Michelle and Vice President Biden using the Science of Astrology.  I had a passion for this particular subject as a young girl and studied The Science of Astrology at Massachusetts College of Art in Boston.  I learned how to calculate Solar Charts as well as Nader Charts.  The difference between the two charts are a Solar Chart is more about the individual his or her personality and character-traits determined by the exact time of birth.  The Nader Chart takes it a whole step further using Geometry and specific meridian timeline tables across the world to determine exactly when your birth mark or Ascendant is set on the horizon of an Astrological Nader Wheel.  These degrees and calculations that land in particular signs, planets and houses around the Nader Wheel will ultimately tell you more about yourself in regard to your past, present and future outcome of your life’s path.  

Sticking mostly with Solar Charts I chose to research three individuals to better understand our present political situation.  What I began to discover was President Obama showing strong leadership qualities and not just because he was born under the fire sign of Leo (The Lion.)  There were zodiac Signs and Planet placements that clearly showed he had all the God given gifts to be an influential President and more.  That his life’s mission clearly would be of service to humanity in a big way.  

His wife Michelle was his Soulmate and a perfect match to be a President’s wife.  The qualities within Michelle were without a doubt showing she is extremely brilliant, strong, independent and a practical thinker.  Michelle would know exactly how to handle supporting her husband as President and being a lovely First Lady. 

The biggest surprise was when I got to Vice President Biden.  I wanted to know why President Obama choose him to be his Vice President an important part of his Administration.  

Vice President Biden had almost the same leadership qualities as President Obama only his Sun sign is in Scorpio with a rising or Ascendant in Sagittarius.  Don’t ever underestimate a Scorpio!

When I saw what was obvious to me I began to worry.  I felt God forbid something unforeseen could happen to President Obama leaving the Vice President to step up and take over.  I knew that somehow and in some way Vice President Biden would also be of great service to humanity and this country.  I remembering making a note of it that perhaps that is exactly why President Obama picked Vice President Biden to be his perfect running mate. 

After two hours of calculations and numerous positive aspects I closed my Ephemeris book.  I gazed out of my living room window on to the beautiful range of mountains in the Mt. Washington Valley of New Hampshire and knew President Obama and Vice President Biden would win the election and serve two terms.      

So, it’s safe to say there is no doubt in my mind that again at this most crucial time in American history Vice President Biden and Kamala Harris will win this historic election.  Ultimately, the aspects were so strongly placed in Vice President Biden’s Solar and Nader charts it was only a matter of time that the final outcome was Meant To Be... 

What are we suppose to do?  

This is the question many of us are asking ourselves with this new historical election breathing down our necks.  We have just two months left and we vote.  Do we vote by mail or the polls?  Your crazy if you choose the polls.  Just imagine what it would be like with masks, social distancing and lines.  Perhaps like waiting to get into Walmart for toilet pater when the Pandemic was at its worse!  There is a process once you get inside.  They ask your name looking for it in alphabetical order.  There are booths and you wait until one is free, oh, and be sure to bring your own lead pencil.  We then ask ourselves who was in the booth before me and before them and were they wearing a mask?  Your heart starts to beat faster.  This is a little space I’m huddled in with a curtain to my back checking off names on a ballet, I don’t know if I can do this...

When your finished you step away and walk toward a person in receiving making sure it drops into the box and you walk away.  Why put yourself through that tension, stress and misery wondering, did I take a chance exposing myself while waiting too long?  OR, could I do this right from the privacy of my own home and mail it.  This is what we’re suppose to do making it nice and easy no anxiety or danger and no unnecessary exposure.

What a are we suppose to do about who and what we are voting for?  If you’ve been watching the news and reading articles posted your hearing all kinds of interesting information some of which is slightly fabricated, out right lies or the truth.  How do we know?  Some say go with your gut feeling, others your third eye, use your intuition, 6th sense, what about identifying with the cold facts.  What do we know that’s actually factual?  Well, you could say we know because reputable people stand by it, it’s been proven over and over again, the statistics show, its obvious therefore it’s right.  “What is right?”  “You know, it’s just right?” “How do I know that it’s right?” “It feels right.” “Because I know as a fact I’m right thats why!”  “Oh really...”

Based on what we have heard and seen we should know what feels right at least by now.  If there is doubt here’s an easy test.  Sit somewhere where its comfortable, cozy and quiet.  Close your eyes and try to imagine what kind of world you want to live in.  Ask yourself what about us!  What will or what could it be like for us in 2021?  What kind of government do you want running our country?  How will we be seen by other nations? How do you want to be treated as a person, or as a group or as “A Collective?”  Do we want to feel safe and protected or noted for developing a newly unknown secret weapon?  Do we want to be informed when a situation arises?  Do we want to abide by our States rules and regulations and respect Scientific data while patiently waiting for a vaccine that will end a global pandemic?  How much money do you want to be paid for our worth?  Can we afford health care, college, food, gas, oil, water and the rising costs of living?  How do we feel about about having the right to choose, having the right to vote, having the right to walk safely in the streets, being able to do just about anything except owning any type of automatic weapon used in warfare.  Watching police brutality against minority groups.  The ability and freedom to express how we feel, demonstrate and rally peacefully for all humanitarian rights or if things get a little out of hand get tear gassed and pepper sprayed by the Presidents private army.  Be governed as a Democracy or a Dictatorship look it up there’s a vast difference and we may not take too well to the subtle changes over being told when, why and how to live our lives.  How important is it to voice our opinions or will we be fired or let go then penalized, persecuted and your reputation forever tainted.  What about the poor, the lower class, the middle class, the upper middle class and the very rich?  Where do we see ourselves in this class distinction?  What about the Drug Crisis that labels, frowns and looks down upon those with real serious chronic pain as drug addicts!  What about the inability for nurse practitioners, pain doctors and pain specialists to properly and affectively treat their Chronic Pain patients with Opioid medications using the right dosages that the patient requires without loosing their medical licenses.  What about Mental Health, Behavioral Health and Chronic Pain patients that need Benzodiazepines and Opioids to help treat incurable chronic pain disorders accompanied with high anxiety, and mild depression?  These individuals and there are many are turned away and told they can’t have both treatments so pick, resulting in severe withdrawals, stroke, convulsions, going comatose, slipping into a coma and death.  These poor souls land in ER’s everyday mis-read and mis-diagnosed calling it a drug overdose only to be told that they can be weaned off either of these classes of drugs in three days with no long term Exit Plan!  And finally, what will be the outcome of our businesses, our careers, our homes, condos, apartments, RV travel trailers, motorhomes and park models?  Oh by the way what about the weather forecast today?  Is it safe to travel, take the boat out, plan an outdoor wedding, or even a cookout?   Hell, I could go on forever...  

I quess we’ll keep this real simple and concentrate on what we don’t want and that will suffice. 

My birthday falls on February 7th, I’m a double Aquarian, somewhat of an activist and humanitarian.  This year on February 7th the President had an interview with Bob Woodward regarding the Corona Virus.  I’m sure by now all of you have seen or heard some version of this tape filtering across the news.  Ironically this date may go down in history!  One thing is for sure what was said can not be misconstrued or twisted it was real and hard to believe.  

When I mentioned lets keep it real and simple this is as simple as it gets.  What was said in that interview says it all and if you don’t know how to vote in this election then its best you don’t.  The votes that will count are those seeking change, truth, hope, respect, love and unity.  Good is always stronger than bad and light will overpower darkness. 

At this pinnacle time in history it is important that our young people vote for they will inherit the results of this election.  That the majority of seats in the Senate will work together achieving goals and not work in opposition and division.  A positive vision of hope, trust and healing for four more years or the threat of three more terms.  Unfortunately the President defies our Constitution of a two term President and sees himself as a Dictator wanting to rule over his people as that of a King for many years to come, now that’s rather unsettling and bizarre. 

So, what are we suppose to do?  It is our given right as Americans to do what is best not only for ourselves but for all people living in the United States.  The fate of this historical election will not only affect us but will have a lasting impression on the world as we have an important seat at the table of the United Nations and this honor we must never loose sight of...

How Does Your Garden Grow?

Mary, Mary, Quite Contrary

Restoring your favorite all time guitar does not mean putting it away in a closet, or stashing it away in your collection of once was. Instead, let's transform it into something else. This is a process we take quite seriously by visually bring it back to life again. In this photograph we have displayed one of our late favorite’s in our flower garden. later after the Summer season is over it will hang on the wall. It is designed in the color scheme that will match the decor of the room. This area gets a lot of sun where a variety of plants live in harmony to grow and prosper during the Winter months. The room also has round crystal prisms that hang from the frames of the windows creating numerous rainbow effects that bounce all over the room. It is truly a magical place where it is warm, full of light, cozy and colorful.

Those of you who are stricken with SAD Syndrome will find having a room like this will help keep the blues away by getting through the Winter months gracefully. These restored guitars can be made to match any concept or theme in any room in your home. If you have something in mind then we will work with you to create it. Afterall think of it this way you're a very important ingredient in making this old twin flame your newest renewed love!

If you are interested in this concept please don't hesitate to contact us. We would be more than happy to work with you.

For More Information, Email:
donnamassa.art@gmail.com

Hollywood Stars

 

2017 TCM Festival

In November of 2016, Jeff and I decided to go to the annual TCM 2017 film festival "Make em Laugh" held in LA, CA. Jeff has been a Back Lot member and devoted fan of TCM for many years. He has always wanted to go to the festival and meet & greet many of his favorite celebrities. One of which was the late Robert Jolin Osborne an American actor, film historian, television presenter, and author. Jeff was deeply saddened by the passing of Robert just before the April festival.

We planned the trip according to all the hopes and wishes we both shared never visiting out West let alone southern California. We wanted it to be a once in a lifetime memorable trip. We decided to fly from Manchester NH out to Chicago and take the Southwest Chief Amtrak three day train ride to LA.

We highly suggest this three-day train ride through five states it was one of the most interesting and adventurist aspects of the trip. The transformation between the scenic outdoor vegetation, beautiful scenery of each of the five states and the climate changes is what makes this adventure such a unique experience. Socializing and meeting new people was another interesting part of this trip. 

On the third day, we landed in LA on time. It was sunny, dry and eighty-one degrees with swaying palm trees and heavenly fragrant flowers everywhere. When you live in northern NH and in the Northeast dry versus humidity. Dry is exactly what the doctor has ordered for years regarding both our bodies and now we know why! We also understand why so many people seek to live in sunny southern CA.

Our hotel was situated in Burbank and it wasn't too far from where all the festivities were going to take place. We were so excited to be there that we were overwhelmed with happiness and joy! We couldn't believe we had traveled clear across the country.

Out itinerary was jam-packed for the next three days. First, we were going to Opening Night to walk the red carpet and attend the premiere showing of "In The Heat Of The Night" with Sydney Portier, Rod Stiger, and Lee Grant. We arrived as a couple in the 1940's this was the era we felt an affinity for. We were also a bit too early to mingle with all the celebrities as they arrived late. We took the corner to walk the red carpet and there were photographers to the left and in front a team from TCM interviewing. There was no way out of it the TCM interview team caught us and wanted to talk. I believe during this interview a series of photos were taken of us. We entered the original Grauman's Chinese Theater and took our seats. We got a chance to see all kinds of people enter the theater best of all was watching the celebrities, actors, directors, and producers affiliated with the film and their guests take their seats. To see them in person is a whole different experience it is truly exciting. 

We partook in every conceivable interview with host Ben Mienckowitz and the different celebrities, walked around town sightseeing on Hollywood Blv., carefully chose what movies we wanted to see, and met and conversed with lots of devoted fans from all over the country. If you are a devoted TCM fan or just becoming a new member of TCM I highly suggest planning this trip it is truly a lifetime memorable experience.

It wasn't until late September when TCM began advertising "Let's Movie." They began showing coverage of the 2017 film festival, that is when we first saw ourselves in a one-second clip with many others. They shot much coverage and at different angles. The biggest surprise was the latest ones that were longer and covered more of the festival. We are the opening couple on one of the "Let's Movie" advertisements and everytime they show it we just look into each other's eyes and say do you believe that? 

Happy Holidays everyone from Jeff G. Hayford & Donna J. Massa the 40's couple from Turner Classic Movies 2017..

Criminal At The Helm

Trump’s Ivory White Illegal Tower Of Power

You Can't Fix Stupid. If ignorance is bliss, Donald Trump surely is among the happiest beings in existence, living on stolen ground, that is. With illegible scribbles he highhandedly signed proof that he pictures himself above the law and/or is unaware that religious and ethnic discrimination is unconstitutional. If he can stand the sight of himself long enough to shave, it should be clear to him by now that he's the product of both bad breeding and past IMMIGRATION. The only residents of the United States that rightfully could decide who may be allowed on - or kicked off our soil are those that are 100% Native American. They alone live on this land by right of birth, without a family history of invasion, slavery or our Founding Fathers gift of immigration rights.

So Mr. Trump, keep this in mind before opening your vile, loud mouth with claims about illegal immigrants, or to the leaders of all countries you wish to cast from your dark realm, alienate or separate us from. Or about women's rights you wish to ignore, at least try to think about your own existence before using your poor pathetic penmanship for bills that are destructive, discriminating, insensitive and in-compassionate as you look down upon the little people.

Mr Trump, if you ever have the opportunity to stare into a rare pair of dark Native American eyes, beg them to accept you within a Chief's circle, smoke a Peace Pipe to connect with them on a spiritual level. Perhaps after you connect with these noble people you'll realize how insignificant this whole issue is with Immigration. You will quickly be silenced realizing you truly have no damn right to claim who should live on this land, once you hear their stories...

Co-written with Jeff Hayford

Forever Missed

The Loss Of A True Father

Unlike the majority of his predecessors and for many reasons, some that are clear to all and others that only time and history will reveal, President Obama can truly be called “The Father Of Our Nation.” During his tenure, in the face of unprecedented hatred and opposition, he has proved to be a unique leader, protector, provider, defender, guardian and an unwavering dedicated servant to all the people of our nation. Sadly, he is now leaving us as president and in all probability many who never believed in him will miss him even more than his most ardent supporters. It has been a long time since I’ve seen such a unique man and president leave an indelible imprint on Americans as well as so many from around the world. The torches dropped by Bobby Kennedy and Martin Luther King Jr. are no longer lying on the ground, abandoned like the dream. President Obama set such high standards as a humanitarian and strong leader it will be impossible for anyone to fill his shoes, let alone walk in his footsteps. If there was ever a time when our Constitution needed amending regarding presidential terms, we’re facing it now. 

A decision needs to be made by the majority of citizens and following in true democratic fashion our representatives in government should take a close look at the facts and take action to protect the fate and well-being of all humanity. At a crucial period in political history this would send a message to the world and perhaps be the saving grace for our country and the world. I’m truly frightened and deeply concerned by the outcome of the last election. If there was ever a time and need to change the face of our politics, it is here and now. The world is watching, waiting to see how far and how fast this great nation can fall - after eight years of an epic upward climb to new heights and standards, rather than continuing to soar we’ve now been stranded, dangling from the edge of a cliff…

Co-written by Jeff Hayford

Freedom From Suppression

Release vs Pardon

Two very different words. Each has it's own meaning and at times one can question the difference as to how it pertains to any given situation. Perhaps it may be better interpreted by circumstances or events. Or, in other cases it pertains to ones inner self and emotional turmoil. If we were to analyze their differences maybe we can decipher which one pertains to the the particular issue or circumstance we face. In this article I choose to interpret these two meanings as the final outcome of an emotional struggle.


Re-lease: To set free from restraint and confinement. Relinquish relief from oppression, bottled up suppression’s of such emotional, physical and mental burdens.
Release: Relief from deliverance sorrow, suffering, or troubles. The act of intense liberating or freeing.
Pardon: To be freed from personal affliction, guilt, persecution and penalty. To allow unconditionally the acceptance of any offense, constrictions or convictions to pass without judgment, or punishment but to act through forgiveness.
There is a difference indeed, and many of us hold and repress many or our emotional needs by confusing these two words. We live our lives feeling that if we find superficial alternative measures to release our suppressed situations it will help us move on. We can now release the tension and it will act as a band-aid upon an old wound. But, somehow it isn't enough, and this wound never heals. So, many of us learn to live with this confinement as an excuse to justify what we interpret as permanent relief. Therefore we are never truly freed. We simply settle and lean to live an emotionally unfilled life.
If we look at this from a different perspective that is, by changing our attitude and mental approach to this chronic aching wound, and use the pardon approach instead, it presents a very different outcome. Although it might present itself as an act of personal injury or penalty we are reminded that in order to find release it can no longer be interpreted as guilt. That what must be done holds no restraints, harsh judgment upon ones conscience. It is forgiveness within oneself to choose pardon over release.
By pardoning ourselves of all self restraints we gain the ability to understand the differences between these two words. Release is a temporary fix. Pardon is knocking down all the walls and opening all the doors and windows. Your vision is clear without obstruction, you can walk through without hesitation, you can breath the fresh air and expose yourself to the light.
Once we've accepted this as our final and profound judgment it is at this precise moment that we set ourselves free...

Physical Fitness System

 

The Method Pilates

Pilates (/pɪˈlɑːteɪz/;[1] German: [piˈlaːtəs]) is a physical fitness system developed in the early 20th century by Joseph Pilates. It is practiced worldwide, and especially in western countries such as Canada, the United States and the United Kingdom. There are over 11 million people practicing this artistic discipline regularly and 14,000 of them are instructors in the United States, and I was one of them.

Joseph Pilates presents his method as the art of controlled movements, which should look and feel like a workout (not a therapy) when properly manifested. Joseph was physically fit, but was so intrigued by dancers that he designed a unique system of movements that were developed on the floor as well as by Pilate reformers. Joseph believed after great observation that if dancers practiced with his unique style of discipline and consistency, his Method would significantly improve flexibility, strength, control and endurance throughout their entire bodies. Joseph's innovative strategy is to apply emphasis on alignment, breathing, developing strong core muscles, and greatly improving coordination and balance. The Pilates System or (The Method) allows for different exercises to be modified in range of difficulty from beginner to advanced or to any other level of conditioning. In terms of the instructor, teacher or practitioner specific goals and limitations of Intensity can be increased over time as the body conditions and adapts to the exercises.

Pilates helps to condition the abdominal muscles of healthy people to help alleviate lower back pain and the breathing technique helps relieve stress, tension and anxiety. However if you have existing problems within the cervical, thoracic and lumber aspects of your neck and back then modification with your head and spine alignment must be considered when practicing all styles of Pilates.

I taught "The Method Pilates Mat Science." which is technically the Joseph Pilates method for classically trained dancers. The (Matte Science) aspect is using a set of designed movements that are performed specifically on the floor. The only way this is acheived correctly is either by a trained dancer or former dancer, dance choreographer, or dance teacher. 
Anyone can receive certification in Pilates but to teach (The Method) you must formally go through those four channels in order to properly teach it.

To add to your diverse exercise program if you can find a professional teacher/instructor who can teach The Method Pilates then your in luck!

Why choose The Method Matt Science over regular Pilates, and is there a difference? All Pilates is taught with the derivative of Joseph Pilates Method. Like specific words are a derivative of Latin, other Pilates styles are as they say spin offs or the original Method System. With The Method Mat Science all exercises are performed on the floor with constant flowing movements that progress from one movement to another in perpetual motion as if you were dancing. The Method is designed to contour your body creating long lean muscles. The use of extension, elongating, lengthening and stretching withing the movements creates this long lean look. Flexibility, perfect form within the exercise, excellent posture, and focus are key components in practicing The Method. 
It is important to understand that Pilates in general is very different then Yoga. To practice both of these art forms plus adding aerobics and muscle conditioning to your exercise program is really ideal. This would be referred to as cross training on all levels, nurturing your mind, body and spirit.

When talking about fitness and getting into shape the knowledge I can share with you is this, when you decide to take on any exercise program learn from the best, seek proper guidance by a certified and professional personal trainer, and decide what body type you have and what kind of look you want for your body. This is extremely important, because there are several techniques out there that can shape your body in many different ways. A perfect example is to study professional athletes and dancers. Observe at what they specialize in, for what you see is what you get. 
First take into consideration your body type, second understand the desired look your body can achieve, and last accept the commitment to the way in which you must train...

This is a photo taken of me at a fitness convention in Cape Cod MA US a few years ago. This is an example of The Method training for the desired long and lean look...

Inspired To Write

A Calling...

On my free time I'm working on writing my first novel. This is a big undertaking and decision after what I just wrote about Money. Ha-ha.
There is something inside of me that is compelling me to write this aspiring novel. Writing this nonfiction book as a third person narrative is strictly based upon actual personal experiences. The story itself has to be told or I will not rest. This doesn't happen to me very often but when it does I act. I know it is extremely i...mportant for reasons that are not necessarily in the present but will serve far better in the future. I evaluate this as (A Calling) and where it comes from well as many artists say "from somewhere above." This calling is not premeditated nor does it come often. This intense serge of energy that presents itself to me comes in the form of creative expression. It arouses my senses in three different Mediums, either by writing, illustrating or film/video. In every sense within these three Mediums it always involves a story or a series format. I take this upon myself unconditionally with acceptance without using any excuses except I have to do it!

These such callings takes years of careful thought, preparation, focus and hard work. I know in the end it will have an impact or symbolic message that has to be convayed. Whether it involves a particular individual or it is for the general public this calling has to be fulfilled. Sometimes when it happens I ask myself why, why me? I don't have all the answers but I feel the energy. It is like an intense drive or force that pushes me. Years later well after the project as been accomplished it reveals itself by exposing its deeper purpose. This 2016 force within me is my new video production and now this new novel. The last four forces began in September of 2009. They were "The Michael Jackson Series", The Untold Stories... fine art book, the first intro. Modern dance video and an illustrative story that was sent to a person who's name I cannot release.

The only other time I got this intense force was in 1970 when I was a very young girl and the artist/musician Jimi Hendrix tragically passed away. At that impressionable time in my life I was expressing myself through poetry. I wrote a poem in his memory. As young as I was I knew Jimi was special, unlike anything or anyone I would ever see perform or hear again. Therefore I payed tribute the best way I new how. I suppose I have come of age and I know my calling. The particular individuals that are chosen, and the themes I creatively express through writing, illustration and dance are unique, rare and exceptional. In essence it is as if I must achieve these callings before I leave this earthly realm...